Tuesday, February 8, 2011

I would...

is one of my favorite Jane's Addiction songs, but as usual, I digress. It isn't about music today, it's about how I would do anything for my mother aka Mama.
Like so many out there, it's hard for me to put into words (even though I know so many, haha) the total affinity I feel for my mama. It's also difficult to describe what I felt this morning when she told me she was going to the doctor to get a biopsy on a lump she found in her breast, not to mention the news upon her return that there were actually 2 lumps & whether they turn out to be cancer or not, she'll have to get her breast removed. Yeah. It's a good thing I had just finished some serious exercising right when she got back. My sweaty fingers can easily type this, but my adrenaline-filled brain can't really process it all yet. I hate to think about what will happen when it can.

Or maybe I'm just in shock.